First of all thank you very much for the seminar in the Netherlands. I learned many things during the seminar, and I am now taking more responsibility for my life and creating changes for life which I want to have.
I will try to write what have been changed since last month.
1. I feel much much comfortable with myself.
I always wanted to publish books or create something (computer programs, ebooks, photos, etc) but something inside me was pulling me back. Now I realize that I was not comfortable with myself and always afraid of rejection or criticism from other people. But after the seminar, I feel that I am a very OK person and somehow this fear of rejection or criticism is gone.
So, now I am talking with my friends to create photo books together. I also want to write more on blogs and share my thoughts and information with other people.
2. Be honest to myself
After the seminar, “being honest to myself and do what I love” became the most important thing for me at this moment. I started thinking/feeling what I love to do, and I started giving more thoughts on my current work and marriage. I have done anything but the gap between the reality and “what I love” became obvious and visible as somewhat in a painful way.
Now I know that this is because I suppressed my true feeling and what I love to do for a long time, and I was not honest to myself.
So, I really want to improve about my “life work” and partnership.
3. Receive
Yesterday, I found a 5 EURO note on street and I picked it up. Before I didn’t pick up money on street, because I felt like it’s bad luck. But now I can receive it and don’t hesitate to pick it up!
Well, I can write you much more but I think I wrote you the main things I feel now.
Thank you very much again, and wish both of you all the best.
Best regards,
Toru Kisuki